Well hellooooo hello!!
I went to a new therapist today and now my eyeballs are burning from all the crying. haha I do love a good cry sesh though, but my eyes need to chill for like a day after.
I’m in a state of YUCK right now. I’ve got so much going on this week, and while the stressors aren’t divorce related per se, they’re byproducts of divorce. Let’s just say if I weren’t divorced, I wouldn’t be dealing with what I’m going through right now. Is that going to be the story for the rest of my life?!
Anyway - my days are really lacking structure right now because my life feels like it’s all over the place. I don’t even want to tell you the last time I worked out!! My old self would be SO embarrassed. My eating habits are also all over the place. It’s 3:15pm right now as I’m writing this and all I’ve eaten today is Larabar. Don’t worry - I’m about to house the kids leftover pasta because I’m so ravenous.
On July 18th (when I’m a little bit further along in the chaos I’m going through) and yes, I have this exact date pinpointed haha, I’m on a mission to get my life back on track. Remember that viral advice about putting your info into Chat GPT and asking it to act as your life coach? Yea, I did that. And it’s going to be game on.
Note to self : before I sit down to write a post I should really go back and look at what I’ve written about previously, because I’m forgetting what there is to fill you in on in the chaotic co-parenting world.
I don’t think I’ve told you guys yet that SHE - what do we call the woman that’s dating our ex? The co-parenting girlfriend? - anyway, she came to one of the boys soccer games for the first time!! That was a fun little surprise.